I had an awesome trip- thanks for asking pinn! Went to the Pacific Northwest and had perfect weather! Got to go sledding and snowboarding. Ahhhh- it was so nice! First time my body has ever felt 5 degree weather, too! I love boarding, but I live by the coast and the closest mtns to me are 3 hours away.... Always man made snow and always packed with people. Not even worth the hassle. In addition to my outdoor adventuresI did a lot of wine tasting and even some vodka tasting. Had a great new years eve- cried when midnight struck... But I think that was to be expected!
I've been feeling good. The getaway definitely helped with detachment. I was feeling ballsy tonight so I hid my marital status on facebook. I know, I know... That's so stupid.... But I didn't want to update it or change it.... Just hide it. In the event that anyone looks at my info, it won't say anything. From H's FB it shows we're still married. I finally got to the point where I was feeling like "ahh he11 no!!! I'm not going to be "married" to someone who wants nothing to do with me and is openly dating. I am just now learning my worth and don't deserve that. Ok, it was just a micro baby step and on FB of all things... But I haven't made a single move to let go of this relationship.... And this was important to me. We'll see how I feel about it tomorrow
Hope 2016 is starting off well for everyone.
Me- 30's H- 40's T-10 M-5 I moved out b/c he wanted space- June 15 D filed by H: September 16
