Thank you more for your story. It's true, you really do have the choice of making 1 of 2 opposing thoughts your reality. I do recognize that Having faith in something would make life easier. (On a personal note, I do not have faith) One of my issues early on in my situation was I could no longer trust my feelings. I had no idea if what i was feeling was "right" because the next day or hour I would feel opposite. This was really disturbing to me. Now I am recognizing that I cannot get worked up so much just because I am feeling a certain way and I certainky should never act on that feeling of the moment either. Not easy.
Me: 42 H: 43 Twins age 5 Physically Separated 7/2015
