It's been an interesting period, this last week. A time of new beginnings for many, desire to leave behind the old and start over again. A clean slate. I have been reflecting on where to next from here for me. Alot of consolidating, and lot of things moving back and forth between my head and my heart. Reflecting on where I started and where I am going. I have little glimmers of where I am supposed to be and just as suddenly as they appeared they are gone.
I have been doing a lot of thinking about how to widen my social circle, how to engage people, what is friendship, how do you make them, how do you keep them. It is not something I know how to do. I envy people that just know how to make them happen.
The last week if have rarely posted as I have been watching and observing interactions between different posters, groups of posters. I am been watching whose posts get responded to and how and why. Attempting to understand the dynamic, hoping for some learning to make a way in. All this observation does is convince me that I am better in my introvets cave, because I don't know how to crack the code.
