W and I have a difference of opinion as to why the sex started to wane. She believes that I've never been attracted to her. Doesn't make sense to me. Wouldn't have dated her and asked her to marry me if I didn't think she was attractive. I will admit that she did become less attractive at this time but it was because she was so depressed that she couldn't find a job in her field after earning a Ph.D. (kind of like us moped LBHs). I didn't admit it at the time but I also become a bit resentful that she continued to insist I still wear a condom because being pregnant was the last thing she wanted to be if she received a job offer. My head agreed with her but my heart didn't and I failed to tell her this because I didn't want to be selfish. I guess I was being selfish by hiding my true feelings.
Regardless, she eventually found a job in a slightly different field (that she loves more than she ever thought she would), we got married and moved to a different state for her new job. I resigned and followed her despite not having a new job lined up.
Me:44 W:38 T:10.5 M:7.5 D:3 BD: 7/2015 W moves out of MBR: 9/2015 WW files for D: 2/8/2016
