BT, I think we all have that problem. It's hard to see the good through the process. Just the other day someone made me tear up when they said I was strong. The outside doesn't always reflect the inside, especially when we are acting as if.
I'm glad my reminder of who BT really is helped reaffirm your value.
*hugs*
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