Yeah yeah, I know you were just on my thread and caught me snooping, so I am the last person who should advise you on this, but you are deeply watching them all and you are making this so hard on yourself.

Next time you get the urge, what can you do, what ACTION can you take to stop yourself?

You are going to start to feel so much better if you can pull yourself away from their mess. Until he comes to you, you need to wrap yourself in your own world cocoon.

You can do this!

Me: 42
H: 45
M: 18 yrs T: 20 yrs
D: 17
D: 15
S: 12
I kicked him out 8/21/15
I will DB until March 21st 2017, that is it!