I wonder if anyone actually knows the mechanism behind the rewriting of history? It's an interesting question. My H has basically painted himself as a single father. The kids and I have very, very different memories. I know he really believes what he is saying. Is it part of MLC brain-wiring? Do they ever get the real memories back? How does it happen and why?
I need to go check out some MLC blogs again to see if there's an answer for that. It is absolutely bizarre. The memory in question is so clear, I even remember what I wore, even though it was 2005. Our twins were with us, too. Yet he remembers sitting there all on his lonesome.
I've got nothing. I don't understand it at all.
Yes - I will be careful starting out. Since my blood pressure is still sky-high, I kind of have to. No risking a stroke for me! Cardiologist says the high blood pressure is definitely an issue. I get to keep the palpitations. It's part and parcel of the heart failure. Once you get them, they are there for life. The trick is to keep them from getting worse.
Right after BD, I totally surprised myself. I was walking every day to keep my sanity. I went from barely being able to slow walk 1/4 mile to cruising through 3 miles at a go! I don't think it'll take much to get me back to that. I'm going to look into starting yoga from home. It's too cold outside for me at the moment, so walking is out for a bit. I think yoga is nice, gentle and will get me moving again.
