Back on these forums again 5

[Mona52]

I have a stupid confession. I broke a rule that I know better than breaking and even though nothing bad happened and I could easily not post my stupidness, I want to come clean so I dont make it a habit.

No snooping. I have become a freaking MASTER at this. I deleted and disconnected every single way I could snoop on him. I removed myself from the family cell phone plan, I blocked facebook, I deleted everything in MY computer that could log into any of his accounts.

But, the other day my S was having password problems and he opened up my H's email by accident on his PC. That was how I saw how much cr@p he purchased OW in Dec. And how I got her name and address.

That was not my fault, I did not go snooping.

Today, I went snooping. On purpose. To see what else he was buying for her. Stupid Mona.

I guess the good news is that he was purchasing something new for her almost every day in December. (Maybe he took Sundays off to rest, because there were a few days he did not ship something to her house). It seems he abruptly stopped and has not bought her a single item since before Christmas. Actually, it has been 14 whole days since he bought her anything.

I KNOW! IT DOES NOT MATTER! He can buy her something every day or not at all. It does not matter one bit!

Him buying her something is not my issues right now. My issues are I should be doing school work right now and I am stuck on these forums, lol

Okay, yell at me all you want. I will not snoop again. I know better. i know! I will make a deal with myself, every time I think of snooping (which is really rare anymore), I will play Misty on YouTube to distract myself. That will help me pull my mind off a man that is years away from looking in my direction.