no brush by's but this morning she stepped in the office asking about my mortgage process which will pay out her equity. After I answered her she stood in the doorway staring at me as if she wanted to say something or wanted me to say something.

What do I want? I don't miss who she has become. I do miss the dream of marriage, the dream of growing old together, the family unit. I do realize it was only a dream because our marriage was not healthy.
I do believe, with some help, we could be healthy again. Maybe Gods plan is to bring beauty from ashes. If it is I'm open to it.


Me 40
WW 41
D 4
S 12
S 14
BD 6.16.2015
W stopped wearing ring 9.4.15
W Filed Divorce 9.14.15
My ring off 11.15.15
D finalized 12.18.15
WXW (wayward X wife) moved out 1.28.16 got her own place