I don't feel that way often. Whenever I go out and see couples together, all happy and secure, I feel awful. Why couldn't I be so lucky and have that kind of relationship? What I remind myself of is that looks can be so deceiving. Everyone was so shocked when H and I separated. We were the "perfect" couple. Always very loving with eachother. We both hid our unhappiness well. As much as it hurt, it had to be this way. I know that I am growing as a person, changing for he better. My H, I hope he does too.
About the sex...V had an interesting post a while back about toys. No need to dry up anything! Lol
Di-mond in the rough M-45 H-38 My children S-25 D-23 T 5 M 4 H left April Fools Day 2015
