Now what/ Take 2

[melweb]

Not going to try to "name" these feelings, as I just simply cannot! Just trying to work through them as best I can at the moment.

H has asked me several times tho "Why are looking at me like that?" Not exactly sure how I am looking at him, and I don't mean to. He said its kind of a blank stare. And in those moments, I truly am not sure what I am thinking or feeling. Its not really negative thoughts--mostly 'is what I want to say going to help me with my goal?" The answer is usually "no", so I STFU.

Maybe its more of a 'curiosity killed the cat" thing:

1)"Why haven't you put your ring back on?"--and this never bothered me before because we are just as married with or without that thing on.

2)"When did you decide you were staying?" --because Friday before you left for your soiree you were still undecided. A short 2 days later, your're all in.

There are other things that bother me, and I am not sure why.

Don't read me wrong, I am very happy we are in a place where we BOTH want to work on this marriage, and that he his finally on the right side of the fence. Its just these dang emotions!!

TxHubby--you out there? How did you work through the emotions/feelings of whatever the heck these are after she decided to work on M with you?

Anyone else?