Well, a massage sounds like heaven! A lovely warm room, with lovely warm oils, and strong capable hands kneading the stress and cares of the day away....ahhh
That sounds like a great idea, Mona.
You didn't waste any time at all. It is your life. It's how you lived it. 20 years is a long time, but not so long when you look at your lifespan, which you just did.
I just finally got over wishing the last 20 years away. I have 5 lovely children, a daughter-in-law, a son-in-law, and my first grandchild! None of which would be my reality without the last 20 years. I somehow know, deep in my gut, the day is going to come when H is going to regret his choices.
I don't know where I'll be when that day arrives. My plan at the moment is to stand for my M, but things change. I'm just going to focus on me, live life to the fullest, and see what life brings me.
