So as I said before he knows that I know about the blasted hook up site. He gave me some lame excuses about using them dor pictures to alleviate himself. Also said its nothing serious just a little flirting. Yes, he really said that.
Maybe he doesn't know I read where he asked to get numbers to keep in touch or when he said he could be there quickly.
Anyway, he must have been drinking1last night. I started getting texts asking if the kids were up...i didn't reply as he knows they are not awake that late.
Then a slew of texts came in. Ranging from im sorry to i miss my family to why are you ignoring me I know you're awake and then the nasty ones started. It's my fault he cheated because he felt she understood him and I didn't.
That maybe he let it go too far BUT he missed her and he knew if he told me he had seeen her that it would be a problem.
That i act like if I am holier than tho but I am no better than him.
That he knows she is a good person.
I just want peace
Maybe us being together was a mistake
The fact that you have my calls blocked shows me you don't really love me anyway
I just want to be happy and i cant be happy with you
So. And this is where i F'ed it up. I should have erased the texts and put my phone on silent and kept watching my show.
But I didn't...instead I sent him a text saying...
I'm sorry you feel like that. And if being with me was a mistake and you were never happy with me then you have already solved your own problem. Without me you will have only happiness in your life from here on out. Never again will unhappiness or sadness or even a bad day touch you. That is If you're right and it was me that was the problem. So for your sake, let's hope you were right. Im going to bed now.
I know I messed up. I feel like an idiot for sending it.
