New Year..Need new goals

[Rain75]

Hey Azzork. How's your night going? I guess when you look at it like that he isn't necessarily sitting pretty. It sure does seem like it from my point of view.

He gets the care free life. No parenting responsibilities, no worries, foot loose and fancy free. He can date and go out whenever he wants. No having to arrange child care. He thinks the kids are fine.

Im left to deal with them acting out and crying. Im left to care for them alone while I try to get through each hour with a heavy heart.

I'm happy to know you only show your XW contentment. I would Love to be at that point mentally and emotionally.

He is meant to come by tomorrow and drop off money and I'm trying to prepare myself so as not to be a crying heap.

The insanity of it all.