Sorry to hear we are in the same boat Nate. I am reading up on an older thread and "Thornton" left this as a reply to t0324...
Hope it helps you somehow.
"My Exwife regrets divorcing me to this day. When she left, she had a field day, bought a house, dated, lived it up.
One day after the divorce she called me freaking out. She had found out I started dating again and had let her go. For months she cried and begged. She even told me she considered suicide.
Trust me, the roads these Walk always take isn't always rosy." _________________________ Me: 38 Her: 38 D (Mine): 14 D (Hers): 7 T: 3.5 years Bomb: 5/10/2014 She left: 5/10/2014 She's back: 7/7/2014
Rain (moi): 40 Ex Fiance: 39 3 kids On/off again EA & PA Last BD by ow 12/15 Moved kids and myself back into our own place: 12/15