I feel I may have seemed dismissive of your previous post. I'm sorry if I was. Just the timing with his latest teenage rebellion and my shock.
You said you see our R has become toxic. That makes me so sad.
You asked me before why we never married. It was a mutal decision at first, we were engaged we were "happy" and there was no time frame to keep. Then he didn't want to. (red flag anyone? Geez) then after I initially found out about the affair he desperately wanted to and I refused. Yet I stayed. Then suddenly he wanted to M AP and would tell me....and this is why I never married you. Blah blah.
I do thank you for your kind words. Because this pain is excruciating.
And you're so right. I've let him write my life story and all that has happened is hurt and lies and betrayals. But I do have my beautiful children. And we have to move forward. Now mommy just has to do what she needs to do to detach and build our new life.
Easier said than done in this precise moment. But there's always tomorrow right?
