very new to the D club

[Nate W]

Hello KML, yes it was a quick one.

I for sure needed to change whether or not it ever works out. I'm super focused and trying to stay positive.

my counselor is pretty awesome and I faced everything head on no matter how bad it hurt. At one point he even questioned if I really wanted to go as hard as I did and I told him all of this has hurt me for so long that I'm ready to face more pain to help fix it. I haven't tried a 12 step yet but have been studying my recovery devotional bible quite often. I have been sober for 5 months now.

I have definitely owned up to it all and totally came clean to her about it all as well. I think she needed to hear it and respected that and is proud of me for coming as far as have so far.

I definitely understand the no big changes. I went on one date then decided I was for sure not ready and just started focusing on me again

thanks for your reply KML!!!