Back on these forums again 5

[Mona52]

I have 2 pieces of school work to complete in the next 25 days. Thanks to me finally posting my goal on here, one is done and I just dove into the other. I feel unbelievably better now that I finished that. If I would have not done that first piece, I would have lost more than I can say. I am in the running for a fellowship from the National Science Foundation. I will find out in March if I have won. But I would have been disqualified completely if I had not turned in the one paper I turned in today. The fellowship gives me $12,000 for tuition and almost $35,000 per year for 5 years to do research. And I keep my full-time job. If I win I will not need H in any way financially.

I don't care if I feel like a freak. I have to continue to post my goals on here. Or I wind up ignoring some because of fear.

Once I run, and pack up more of that house today I am going to fall asleep feeling like queen of the world. And I will be tired enough I can't possibly toss and turn all night. Just in case, I may crack open a little wine tonight