You pulled me through it, friends. I'm calming down now. It just kills me. I've always been so law-abiding, so dignified...and this?

I should never have gone out there. It would never have made the news, though, if H and his friend weren't playing games.

Breathing...like I've been advising all over the place today. Nice, slow, deep breaths. I will survive this.

Me: 48 H: 50 - Married 21 - 3-S: 29,19,19 2-D: 27,26
BD: 08/2015 - D filed & OW disc: 09/2015

"Surrender to What Is, Let Go of What Was, Have Faith in What Will Be." -S Ricotti