Jelly, thank you I think I will buy her book today wheni get home. After that I'll get Beaties book, I have "Co no more"
PigPen, thanks for the thought, I think I will keep busy with my passions, design, create or build. I will use my pain and suffering to make art.
Ancaire, thank you for the list, it's a good way to get out of this hole.
Grlonfr, come by and make yourself at home anytime. Your support helps, the problem with the yelling was that it was a reminder of the past. That's what was so unfortunate about it.
Mona, it really helped. I now have a new tool in my toolbox. I now have a way to stop it. Thank you very much.
Fo, I think your right. These things can be done in parallel, not in series. Thank you for supporting me during this down moment.
I love you all my dear friends, words cannot express what you continue to do for me. I am a very lucky man to have you as friends. Be well, be strong
