I can not catch a break. I ignored his goodnight text and his subsequent texts this morning. Why? They're all lies. Wishing for me and the kids to have a great day. Saying he is sorry about not texting much yesterday but he slept most of the day. Said he hates that he "couldn't" see the kids yesterday. And that he misses us.
Then a text was telling me that he reached out to my friend P (the only person I talk to in real life about this mess who is pro M) and she F'ing told him I knew.
His next text said he is sorry i saw what i saw but to please not go on his email again. It is his and i have violated HIS trust and privacy! And me doing it shows HIM that I will never change. What????
And that he knows what I think but he never went to meet any of those girls. Just used them for pictures to...ahhhh....take care of himself.
I asked her why she told him. She said he was worried about me as he hasn't heard from me since yesterday so she told him I'd get used to not hearing from her for a while. She knows youre on (hookup site) and that you chose that over seeing the kids. Then she cursed him out. Sooooo bad. Her mouth is vicious and thats saying a lot coming from me. Ugh
She has kept what i tell her to herself. Shes been rooting for us. I guess him contacting her and acting innocent when she knows how I suffer just broke her.
