Back to square one, not sure I can do this again!

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Rain, I am so very sorry that your x fiancé is such a selfish stupid insensitive jerk. It's bad enough to put you on the back burner when you have stood by him and loved him, but to choose those girls over his own kids is just heartbreaking. I hope he comes to his senses soon before the kids realize that he is making them a non priority. At least they have you to be there for them, love them, and support them through this. You can do this and when your kids are older, they will know that YOU were there for them when he was not. I do know that from experience! My kids have always known they can count on me, but they know that their dad has never been there for them. It has left scars on them, but we just deal with it the best way we can and they have never doubted that they are loved. Just remember that he is the looser and your kids will know that when they are older. Let them figure it out on their own though.