Recent Hurricane 2

[NateG79]

Well, I lost it a bit tonight.
Not confrontational I mean. This last week, W had been a lot more chatty. I had D2 up until last night. This morning, she brought D2 to our neighbor who babysits during the day. She brought her over just as I was leaving work so I could say good morning to her. No texts or anything all day. I got off work, went to run some errands and get the rent check. Got home just as W was picking up D2. Saw her again and said goodbye. Didn't get any calls or texts until it was D's bedtime. Called W. W was being somewhat rushed in letting me talk to her, trying to get her to say goodnight as quickly as possible. Finally got a goodnight and ILY out of D2. Just as we were about to go, W tells me how 2x tonight, D2 has blurted out almost whole sentences. I said, that's really great. I'm happy to hear that. Hung up the phone, and went outside to dig my car out of the snow drift I got stuck in trying to go to work this morning, and it hit me. HARD. Missing moments like that with my child just destroy me. I broke down in the parking lot, just sobbing away. I miss my D2 terribly when she's not here. And W has been very distanced since last night. I haven't been pursuing, bringing up anything with her. She just seems to have shifted again. Still not going to text or call her. I'll let her talk to me, but, still it's hard.