Job... Thank you for your words, and yeah sometimes like others I come here and vent just for the fact its honestly my little closet in the world I can run into and scream like a frustrated 10 year old .... then I picture myself leaving all cool and collected... but your words were very kind and I read them often till I realized I am a little amazing .. just a wee bit.
bttrfly...Its not that anyone tells me I should run, but deep down I think its my father who I feel is constantly shaking his head and telling me .. WTF I did not raise you to be this way. But then again both my parents were not ture yet they stuck it out under what I can only guess was a don't ask/don't tell policy. One day I will check the recipe for the STFU smoothie and post it .. I think I am close to perfecting it. As far as the PMS /... yes she is working with a qualified person, but like all things my MLCr has problems sticking to anything for very long.
FY,,, looking at things .. I do feel on some level if any of us did not hit that point we at the least fantasized about tossing in the towel it would be us who needs to be checked out ... again thank you my friend your patience inspires and TBH scares the crap out of me ...lol
Gwen .. Thanks .. do I get a cape?... I mean at the least I want a sword or something.