Thank you so much for taking the time to try and help me. I know what i need to do. After he cancelled I was seemingly okay. Ha. A few hours later I snooped. Checked his email.
He blew off the visit because he joined a hook up website. There were exchanges with a few girls. All local. Him telling them he would like to exchange #s and that he is close enough to get to her fast if shed like for one of them.
So it's over.
Im numb.
Rain (moi): 40 Ex Fiance: 39 3 kids On/off again EA & PA Last BD by ow 12/15 Moved kids and myself back into our own place: 12/15