Thank you so much for taking the time to try and help me. I know what i need to do. After he cancelled I was seemingly okay. Ha. A few hours later I snooped. Checked his email.

He blew off the visit because he joined a hook up website. There were exchanges with a few girls. All local. Him telling them he would like to exchange #s and that he is close enough to get to her fast if shed like for one of them.

So it's over.

Im numb.


Rain (moi): 40
Ex Fiance: 39
3 kids
On/off again EA & PA
Last BD by ow 12/15
Moved kids and myself back into our own place: 12/15