Thanks vise. Today I am going through a bit of angry reflecting. Xw was frustrated with me depending on her too much, yet she was the one who wanted me to cut ties with my childhood friends. Granted, they were pretty immature, but they had been there for me for years.
Xw put other people ahead of me on her list of priorities.
Xw quit on me. Not the other way around.
Xw pulled away from me when she had a miscarriage. I did it in return.
Xw would actually sit in front of me, having a drink, and tell me that if I drank she would leave me.
Xw asked me to move out, and the boys think that I have left them. They said as much this weekend again.
Xw is trying to portray herself the victim. Making me the bad guy. She is kinda splitting the town into my side or her side.
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She has a lot of work to do if she ever wants to R with me. I still love her. Still would love to restore my family. It's up to her to figure out that she has to work on herself.
Time to do a mic drop and walk away, leaving the gate open...
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....
