So, deep breath here. He hasn't seen the kids since Christmas and his car is in the shop. Says he misses them and asked me if I can bring them around. I wanted to say absolutely NOT!
Still angry and hurt clearly. Also scared. Scared to lose the momentum however small that I have been able to muster.
But will that get me closer to my goal? No.
And they miss him so much. I simply replied. "Okay, not a problem."
So i have to get mentally prepared. I will NOT cry. I will not bring up R. I will not look sad.
I will however look fabulous I will smile. I will STFU and be pleasant. And see this exactly for what it is. The kids getting a chance to spend time with their dad.
At least all of the above is my goal. And would be like 50 plus 180s on my part.
Wish me luck and pray for me please. Also any advice? I have a couple of hours beforehand.
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Rain (moi): 40 Ex Fiance: 39 3 kids On/off again EA & PA Last BD by ow 12/15 Moved kids and myself back into our own place: 12/15
I will smile. I will STFU and be pleasant. And see this exactly for what it is. The kids getting a chance to spend time with their dad. 