Very personal questions so don't answer if you don't want to. Was your sex life ever satisfying with wife? Like before kids?
Did your wife actually call you a pervert or ungodly? Or is this something you assumed she was thinking.
You are talking about having shame for something that is pretty natural. And that's hard for me to understand. As I am sure you have read and researched, Fantasy and experimentation is fun and normal so why do you feel so bad about this? it's not like your talking about anything harmful or illegal. I think a lot of us women will agree. Being desired in all different ways is a turn on for most women, not something they would look down on someone for.
Did you have a strict religious upbringing? Do you have female friends IRL?
Me: 42 H: 43 Twins age 5 Physically Separated 7/2015
