Thank you for those words. Sometimes I feel that way as well.
Realistically though, my husband is probably not as bad as I make him sound. Some of what you guys read is based on how I'm interpreting things as well or what I am choosing to obsess over and write about.
I don't know if I interpret things in a way to villify husband so I can move on easier or in a way that I am to blame in order to make sense of some pretty bad husband behavior.
I'm tired and not making too much sense. Good night
Me: 42 H: 43 Twins age 5 Physically Separated 7/2015