For the first time in a while, I felt the strong urge to call him and ask him straight up what is going on. Do you want to work on this or no? If he gives me a no, I move on. I have my answer. Sure it's yet another rejection but I Got through it before. If he says yes we can figure out how. I just called and I am happy he did not pick up phone.
The road to reconciliation is a difficult one. If one negative interaction from H is all it takes for you to give up then don't bother going to retrouville. Just file today. It's not fair to him to ask that he puts his heart on the line and opens himself up to recommitting when you aren't up to the challenge yourself.
If, however, you are able to steady yourself, recommit to avoiding any destructive behavior like ending this M, having your own affair and/or rebounding, etc, I think there's a lot of potential here.
You know I care for you whatever you do. Wishing you the best.
Last edited by Zues126; 01/04/1603:37 AM.
Me:38 XW:38 T:11 years M:8 years Kids: S14, D11, D7 BD/Move out day: 6/17/14, D final Dec 15
