You are loveable, kind, caring and a wonderful woman. At the moment you feel like that because you are going through a traumatic experience and your confidence has been knocked down. It feels like the person you chose to spend the rest of your life with doesn't love you, so who would?
I felt the same like you and you need to change that thought. I know it's hard but you need to love yourself first. Easier said than done! This works for me, and it might sound silly but every morning when I put some make up on I tell myself in front of the mirror I'm beautiful and I love you. It was uncomfortable to start with and now I believe it!
Thank you Rouky. I really appreciate these tips and things to try. Thank you for continuing to help me.