Inpain, please keep strong. I was like that with my H when he was home, now I don't care what he does. Be there for your kids. Remember that you are the adult here and the only person they can rely on.
My sister told me that she knows two set of kids when the dad had an A/ left the mum. They told her that the best thing that their mother did was/ is to be there for them and they really see who their dads are! This speaks volumes to me.
It's really hard but it is early stage for you. Keep faith. I can assure you that it'll bet better :-)
Thanks for posting Rouky. I am trying to stay strong but I am failing miserably. I just can't stop crying. I just want him to tell me he's changed his mind every time I see him, and every time I see him and he hasn't changed his mind it crushes me a little bit more. I don't know how he is being so strong. I can't see a better out there. All I can see is more pain. I don't feel like I can do this DBing thing or get over this. I know what you're saying, that it's early days, but I just feel like I want to curl up and die. Every morning I wake up and I feel like I've been punched in the stomach.
