If I could go back in time to where I was this time last year I would tell myself a few things:
* crying non-stop for weeks at time doesn't kill you * that Mr Ex's desire for No contact will be the biggest blessing he could give you. * that living away from Mr Ex was also a blessing * that being alone doesn't kill you * that all feelings pass and most of them are complete lies you tell yourself * that you are a terrible mind reader * that you don't know everything * that because you don't know everything, anything you think you know for certain about yourself isn't necessarily right and isn't necessarily wrong. * that you are stronger than you think * that you don't have to do everything alone * that you are likeable, loveable, and worthy * that everyone else is not perfect and likely struggling too. I am sure that some of the above applies to you too.
JellyBxxx
Some of the above, Jelly? More like the entire list! LOL
There is a reason for everything, isn't there? In all my life, I've never met a person who struggles in such a similar way to myself. It leaves you feeling truly alone, doesn't it?
And then, in the worst time of my life, I stumble upon this site, and not only connect with truly wonderful people, but I'm blessed to find someone who has struggled with similar problems, and is a bit further down the road than I! I am truly humbled and blessed. Thank you for your friendship, Jelly. I needed it so very badly.
