All right, SciDad..I will take steps to GAL. I'm going to spend some time thinking about what I can actually do, and then start doing it! So far, my GAL has basically just been this board.
I need to be out of the house, being busy. Not holed up in my room, typing away. I'm ready to move on, so maybe my first GAL will be focusing on getting me out of here. I can let him go. I have to - his actions have already driven me insane once, and I'm not so much better that it couldn't happen again. I NEVER want to lose it so completely again.
I lost my dignity, my self-respect. My reputation was damaged. That hurts. I've always been proud of myself as a person...prided myself on having integrity, values. Being part of the evening's news, with the story not correctly reported, and strangers referring to me as "bat ass crazy"...OMG
I guess I can only go up from here. So my GAL will be focusing first on actively removing myself from the house, so that I am no longer a target. Then, when I'm out, I'll start working on having fun. I could use some fun in my life.
I have the beginnings of a plan! Now THAT is progress! Thanks for challenging me, SciDad.
