Talking to myself here...but whatevs. WW just got home and back from her trip. She sent me a text saying I did myself a big disservice by breaking in to the house. She says she feels like I went through everything and feels very uncomfortable.

I just sent a reply saying, I understand. You must feel like I really violated your space.

I go tomorrow to pick up the kids, and I'm fully expecting her to pull me aside and give me an earful. But, we'll see. She may not.

Either way, I'm really looking forward to having my kids back for a couple of days! God, I've missed them.

Also, I just had a first. As I was thinking about the WW and how she is acting, I had some thoughts of gratitude. I'm grateful that the mother of my children is still alive. I'm grateful that I'm still alive and sober and I can still be a dad to my kids!

Anyway...good night.


Me:41 - LBH in apt
W:39 - WW in home
Kids:D(15), D(11), S(9) - custody % 58/42
M: 15 yrs - DoS: 10-11-15
(PA confirmed 2-12-16; WW dumped by AP 11-6-15; WW dated 7-8 men in Jan '16 via Match.com)