Hi ghost. I feel for you as I'm a very routine driven guy. However , use this time to explore you'. What do you like or what we you like to do.
I ride super bikes Since W left I ride the bike whenever I want to. Before she was always moaning that I could be killed !!!! I bought myself a nice car I took the kids on holiday to Spain , I bought loads of new clothes and take the kids for breakfast on a Saturday morning I've taken the kids to the theatre.
Do you get what saying ?
Use this a chance to do what you want
Grasp that W is gone for now. It's so tough to hear but it's true