Holidays are all over and they actually went better than expected for me mentally. I was scared of them. Thanksgiving turned out to be the worst, maybe because it was batting lead off?
Have tons of goals for 2016 physically, professionally and mentally. I am looking forward to crushing them all.
I've been reading other threads, particularly jguys and focusing on Zues responses since we are both kind of focused on the same thing at the moment (ie when is it time). One difference is I never talk to me wife so my emotions are pretty even keel. I guess I am just going with the status quo for now and I won't push the issue though it is annoying to be in this limbo state. Oh well... focus on me and try not to think about it.
So what does that mean? I have not heard from her since xmas (that burst of contact ended quickly!). I guess I am just back to no contact or at least not initiating contact. She did seem a bit annoyed by it in one of our exchanges around xmas when she said 'I feel like you have me blocked but keep in contact with everyone else'. She can contact me when ever she wants. So I guess that is the plan for now? Is there something different I should be doing? She has to bring up D sooner or later I would think.
