Anc- I too had such hope and faith all last year and I am now doubting again How do we look beyond our circumstances when they are all consuming? When we "let go and let God" is that letting go of our hopes and what we want or how we want things to work out? I have such a struggle wrapping my mind around the fact that God would what us to go through so much pain? Then I think- is it me that is putting myself through this pain? If I could just let go of H then I wouldn't feel this deep pain. But then I would be giving up on our M?
