Stay away from the "why". Every time I go there I start blaming myself and end up feeling like sh!t.
Yesterday was a pretty good day for me. Today I feel gloomy again. We have plans to spend time together the three of us and I know it'll be so weird not being able to hold his hand or snuggle up to him. And every time his phone pings I'll wonder if it's a text from OW. I also don't know if he just invited me along out of pity. Maybe I shouldn't have accepted?
