jjal - I haven't responded, either. I don't know if it's mean, or not...I just can't think he means it - so why is he bothering? If he wanted me to enjoy Christmas or New Year's then where is he?

I keep taking 2 steps forward, and 1 step back. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I just need to toughen up, I guess.

I'm so glad you got the New Year off to a good start! I had a crying jag that lasted for hours. frown Had to go to sleep, and after I woke up, I was determined to start moving forward. I just am still so confused as to how the person who loved me so much, can be content while I am hurting so very badly. How does that work?

Keep posting, my friend. Maybe we'll figure something out!


Me: 48 H: 50 - Married 21 - 3-S: 29,19,19 2-D: 27,26
BD: 08/2015 - D filed & OW disc: 09/2015

"Surrender to What Is, Let Go of What Was, Have Faith in What Will Be." -S Ricotti