At times I am torn between thinking I am strong by standing firm, or possible weak by not saying enough is enough and leaving her ... I am sure many people .. not the ones here .. just people looking in would all tell me I am better off without her, I am not sure but I just feel I am supposed to continue this as I have, hard to explain it which makes me ponder if I am in fact nuts for sticking this out for so long.
Only a strong man who truly loved himself, his family and his wife could have gotten to where you are now, Cali. Never for a moment consider yourself weak.
I remember when I felt close to throwing in the towel quite often. Now the thought barely crosses my mind.
It won't always be this tough, Cali.
M: A really long time. Crisis: 5 years. She's still worth it.
Life is never made unbearable by circumstances, but only by lack of meaning and purpose. -Viktor Frankl
