I still haven't responded to her "I hope you have a Happy New Year's" email. Some mental block, or me, just not wanting to. Tomorrow is the 6th month anniversary of BD, and I just keep reliving it all, over and over. The betrayal and deception, and all that's come since then, really wears on me. It's entirely taxing.

Great 1st day to the year. No drinks tonight, house cleaned, grocery shopping done, visited with friends for 2-3 hours, and got some exercise in. Hoping for more of the same tomorrow.


Me - Mid 40's
W - Mid 40's
Married 20
No kids
BD - 7/2015
ILYB...
Moved out 2 days later
Suspect EA