Ghost taking baby steps

[ATPeace]

Thank you I do feel stronger calmer almost a sence of acceptance then I wait for the spirel has not happened yet

Weird feeling today not sure if anyone can shead any light on this today my upset and my sadness did not come from me being upset about her not wanting to be with me and from the spireling thoughts of her not wanting to be with me it came from something else.

My W told me on bomb day that she loved me but was not in love with me .....today I was feeling upset because I was starting to have the same thoughts I do love her but am starting to question myself as to if I am in love with her or if my love for her or was it an obsession is starting to fade and I felt upset because as crazy as it sounds I do not want to get to that point

Not sure if this makes sence or if I am just spireling in another direction

Thanks for the support

Overall today I have felt calmer

Ghost