Happy new year db'rs!! Let's focus on making 2106 great! I can't wait for it. I am determined to make a better me this year. I have lot's of goals (I hate resolutions), maybe I'll list them out later.
I had a great night. Had lots of different options to choose from and think I picked the best one. It was fun but free from temptation, which was what I needed. The best part.... my wife hardly entered my head! New years eve is very significant for us going back to high school. Before we got married and we were 'off', I would usually text or call her new years eve and get no response. But I did not try to contact her last night. Everything just felt good.
I am still wrestling with what to do. One day I say just wait it out... the next day I say no it is time, this is ridic. Maybe she brings it up in the next few days. The start of the year is kind of a natural point for change. It would be a relief actually. If not, then maybe I can try the LR after the LR like Sandi mentioned.
