Happy New Year to you all!

NDY

Your post didn't appear until today! Good to hear that you're doing fine. Cooking lessons? Beans on toast needs a lesson! Ha ha, good to know.

So, I woke up this morning in a pretty down mood. That took me by surprise really. I had a sex dream about W last night and I woke up feeling awful. It's hard to disguise, I still really love her and miss her.

I decided to work out what had caused this. Well, I didn't have to look far. Sat on the side table in the living room was a 2/3rd empty bottle of Baileys. Ooops! Last night I was watching a documentary on Frank Sinatra (don't know why, I don't even like that crooner singing style) and must have been topping up my glass. I didn't realise how much I'd had.

Lesson - don't drink at home. So, what to do. Well get up and put this down on here; get it out of the system, pick myself up and get on with things today. Kids are coming for tea, so I've got that to prepare.

I knew one day I'd have a mini downer, but it got me thinkning - if i'm thinking about things, W must be as well.

So, 2016 - let's be having you!


M 45 W 52
SD22 S9 D8
BD 6 April 2015
Not living together 4 Dec 2015