Ancaire 2016 WILL BE a happier new year for many of us and that definately includes You too!! I remember this time last year (just a few months after BD) I was paralyzed with grief I couldn't watch any of the New Year countdown shows the thought of looking forward to a future was excruciatingly painful. I did not know how I would survive without H I had to pretend it was just another night and I didn't even turn on the TV. This year although H is with OW I am better than I was last year. Although I am not going to a party I am looking forward to watching the countdown shows. Some of my kids have gone out to their parties and some are starting their party here and taking taxi to party later. I am enjoying the noise in the house and just relaxing with the dog. I don't want to be at a party. I am content right now. The New Year HAS to be better than the year we just lived/survived. Soi am looking forward to 2016 for whatever it may bring Happy New Year Judy!!!!!