You asked me some time ago about DB and seemed to have a problem understanding it. Besides the fact you still are unclear what correct Detaching and GAL is.
Both issues were perfectly answered by Sandi. You never stop DB, from the moment you start a R, DB is among there with the chores. D&GAL are moving forward and not moving on. Moving on is giving up and jumping to the next flower. Moving forward is still loving your partner but backing off. Your idea is to concentrate on kids and housework.
Suming up, DB is done from day one and D&GAL are about interacting directly and indirectly with your wife.
Your problem is putting this into practice with a constant requirement for day to day advice.
Forget it. DB is not about that. It is about inner growth. A chain reaction. If you start to grow, get that inner strength, you start to D&GAL. Once you D&GAL you interact with her in a different way than you until now.
You need to grow G and judging from your upbringing and way you faced the adversities you lacked a role model that could help you grow
Tell them we are leaving them and divorce is on the table and they fall apart.
How we handle pain determines how we handle those rough times. A lot of people here on the forum are feeling this pain. They cannot handle it, they are all over the place, they are ovecome. The problem is we need that pain to grow. It makes us stronger, gives us the strength and power to fight back, it gives us the power to move forward when we fell like falling, sometimes makes us alive and appreciate things we took for granted .... if we we know how to harness it and use it to our advantage.
Looking at you G you never had a role model to support you, help you grow. You felt pain and sadness and your W was your escape. I get that. It is still no excuse G. You chose the path to lie down and die. Others stood up to fight and are still fighting. Life is a constant fight for survival.
To me your relationship seems it was based on mutual need with a touch of want. You had each others back and it was either that or the unhappy alternative.
The problem I see with you G is that you brought that neediness, lack of love, weakness to your marriage. Your wife was probably emotionally nurse maiding you for these years and you got comfy. She then ran dry and here you are. You never worked on your issues, never needed to.[/b] I,think this is spot on
The other problem is that your bringing that weak, lie down and die filosophy to your DB techniques. You are neither stupid nor stubborn. I think you are lazy and have serious codependency issues that you need to work on.
[b]You have dragged your jealousy and insecurities into your relationship, it is destroying you though you dont see it and it is dragging your wife down with you. To her this very minute you are like quicksand. She wants to get out but the more she moves the more you smother her. I also understand that I cannot tell you to man up or grow a pair when you have neither faced life head on nor had someone in your corner. I understand her need for breathing space and to stop emotionally babysitting you. I had the same issues with my wife. I was needy, jealous and to be quite honest, when I look back pathetic. You are spot on here quite
Women need a MAN in all its essence and expressions, both in and out the bedroom. They need to feel secure, safe, loved and happy. I told you that they are emotional creatures, extremely forgiving and extremely vulnerable... until you provoke them. With your current attitude G what security are you showing her? It seems only financial one judging from your posts.
As Sandi said about interactions, how does going to a gym, spending more time with your kids and doing the dishes overcome your relentless need for R talks or avoidance. Your body language also reflects weakness as does the day to day interactions you have.
She wants to be free from all of this and I fully understand her, you want her back but have nothing to offer her new except yoga classes and clean dishes. She doesnt want a Mr. Doubtfire she wants the pierce brosnan. Sure of himself and knows how to treat her like a woman. Stop treating her like a wife, she is no longer your wife. Start treating her like a woman. You want to go back to the life you had and she doesnt. I am on her side.
I know a lot of this is gibberish to you in your current mind state. It is like teaching humour to a vulcan. A difficult concept.
You are in some ways fortunate but do not realize it. If you read many of the posts here most of the spouses checked out by getting involved in an EAPA. From what it seems your wife did not. You are lucky to be unfortunate to be here. Your main enemy is you without the distraction of a 3rd person. She chose the noble way out.
Your next move is crucial, time is running out, I cant really blame your wife for her need for space and freedom. She needs to start living for herself and stop looking over her shoulder every time for your reaction.can I do this in house separation ??
You are a grown a$$ man that needs to grow up and give her the space she needs mainly because you too need this space. You have to grow, mature, break that umbilical cord that keeps you tied to her.
In short G, the answers you are looking for in your day to day actions at home are within you once you unlock yourself. If you change and become that man that you need to be you may have a chance at a new M or R. Carry on asking the same old questions and you will never move from the spot you are now.
Read all the books you say you have read again from start to finish until you understand them. These are not novels but beacons of hope for people such as ourselves who are lost and need to find our way around emotional mazes. Before posting another question go over ALL your previous posts. The questions are there as are the answers.
Get up and start fighting for your wife if you really want her back. What does this mean When you read phrases like be the best you can be and be a man only a fool would leave, dont take notice yet.First you have to find that man. You have to discover the man you were supposed to be. Only then can you start the process.
This is my opinion and to be honest I really have no more to say. I think you just want the easy way out and keep finding excuses to show why you are weak.
You had problems as a child, i'll give you that but some had it worse off than you, much worse yet here they are being active, not passive. Proactive not reactive. Fighting to save their relationship and making the changes day in day out without reassurances but with hope. Hoping that the changes in them will be enough.
Whatever you say has been said. Most of us been there and done that and it was never easy or painless.
Max thank you I truley mean this I love you buddy I really do your posts ...I will soon understand yes I still spin and sometimes am unsure quite what you mean
When you say be a man
I am trying to work on this
Me:48 W 41 M:18 T:26 2 D 18 & 4 2 S 17 & 13 Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation D filed 06/17 Separate houses 10/17 D Final 29/12//17.
