Like I said this time last year we were packing for Hawaii and for a Xmas present as a suprised she bought me a tour of pearl harbour because she knew it was something I always wanted to do as a kid that shows love and now I don't even know her anymore
It's crazy isn't it Imlucky. I sit bewildered at things H did this year too and it makes me feel like he was pretending for a long time before BD. My H bought me the most gorgeous anniversary gift ten days before announcing he didn't love me anymore and we were closer on our holiday three weeks before BD than we'd been for a long time. That I'm sitting here alone now just doesn't make sense.
I think because New Years Eve is a time for reflection and resolution we are all really struggling in these awful situations we find ourselves in.
