I mean, he texted me on Christmas eve, and now he's texting me on new year's eve? What the heck?

I feel under a lot of pressure to reply straight away, but I'm definitely not going to.

I'm also now not sure I want to reply to any text/email from his mum, as I'm not sure what is going on there either and what the dynamic is.

Only way forwards is to keep concentrating on myself and try not to be knocked off balance by this stuff.

Have a good few GAL activities in the pipeline for after the new year...friends (new and old) I've not been able to see in December because I've been working too hard (and parting hard too). So I'm going to hang out with all of them for coffees over the course of January.

Ah, jeez Louise, this is all so painful.


Me: 48, XH: 42
T: 18 years, M: 15 years

EA/PA 1: 6/2012
EA/PA 2: from autumn 2012-present

BD: 5/2013
ILYBNILWY BD & left: 10/2015

OW conceived: 8/2016
Born: 4/2017

H filed: 7/2017
D final: 28/12/2017