It's so easy to blame your partner for your own unhappiness

I can see know that I can only control my own actions and I'm responsible for my own happiness.

I don't know if my partner is MLC or depressed she won't go get counselling or help maybe it's easier to blame me then deal with issues

Why am I even analysing all this at least I'm not crying I kind of feel like I'm standing on the outside looking in

Me: 45 w:45

M:6yrs T:9
Separated aug 15
no contact dec 15
come back july 16
I filed for closure aug 16